Revealed

I know oneday you will be reading this blog coz I know you always search for my sites and I know you have been reading my blogs. Well to start with, this blog started because of you and to the people who came across my life and became special to me but mainly the content of this blog is you. 

 

I am so happy that I met you.  I can still remember the first time we met and I will never forget that and then we fell in love. To tell you honestly you are very different from the people I met. You are so thoughtful, sweet, nice to be with, you make me laugh, you are good in housekeeping, you are so good in carpentry works, I like when you sing sometimes, I like the way you dance, I like the way you tease and make fun of me and most especially I admire your cooking and that certainly will never be erased in my memory and in my taste as well.

 

Our relationship helped me a lot to be strong at all times. Though its not a kind of relationship that I dreamt of but it simply brings out the most of me. We had a lot of problems, but we had a lot of fun as well. I will never say that its a mistake that I met you.

 

We broke up for certain reasons that we didnt even talked about it well. Its a shame, we have our problems but we dont talk about it because we want our relationship to be happy but it actually swallowed us both for denying the truth.

 

Then came a second chance, God gave us a second chance, at first it was really hard for both of us and I saw that we are struggling for it but in the end, we gave up.

 

I want you to know that I am not mad or anything for whatever happened to both of us. I am even thankful for all the lessons learned.  We dont know yet whats best for us but soon we will.  Patince,trust , faith and love is all we need to survive in this world.

 

Its finally over. We both know that its not going to be the same again. I hope you find what your looking for coz for me I will be moving on in a different direction away from you. This is for us so that we both can grow and be a better person for the future that is waiting for us.

 

God Bless you and goodbye!

 

-ganda-

Years has passed by, there was so much pain  and too many tears fell down and still dont know the reason why. But now, finally I know now the answer. Truly, every thing that has happened in my life has a reason and a purpose. I know my purpose and I'm no longer at lost. I am a better person now thanks for the people who have made me happy and who have hurt  me. You made me stronger and I am ready to face new challenges.

 

Lately I have been haunted by my past. Trying to understand every details and then I came up to a conclusion that there is really no issue at all.  I am just trying to make it complicated. Certain person wants to get hold of me again. Person that became a part in my life taught me lessons about love and life but I'm not ready to make nice not today, not tomorrow......maybe soon.

 

hmm...here we go again. Why do you always do that ?and why do I always do that?.....until when are we going to be like this?.....Am I really scared to face the truth? or I'm so stubborn and naive? but there's one thing I know at the moment . . .I know NOTHING!

I thought of you today. I remembered everything we talked about from getting to know you stage upto we locked in each others eyes and fallen in love. Its a weird thing though, why does it has to end? or . . . . did it really ended?. Distance and lack of trust made us separated. We promised that we'll see each other again. If that happened, I want to feel your embrace  before we separate again.